Sunday, May 17, 2009

I have lost the will to live

I have just written a post about my grand mother who died 4 years ago today and the post was wiped while I was trying to post it. I will take this as a sign that I shoudnt dwell on her death but it has broken my heart and I have lost the will to live for at least the next few hours and 8 glasses of wine


  1. Please try again - I for one would love to know about your grandmother. One of mine, whom I adored, was born in 1885 and died when she was 95, and I learned a lot from her...
    Why not compose your posts in Word and delete only when successfully posted?

  2. Shaggs, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss.. I found a little verse that is suitable for this, I do hope you take the time to heal and grieve, and may your sweet grandmother rest in peace. Please know that you have many "blog friends" who care..

    You can shed tears that she is gone
    Or you can smile because she lived
    You can close your eyes and pray that she will come back
    Or you can open your eyes and see all that she has left
    Your heart can be empty because you can't see her.
    Or you can be full of the love you shared
    You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
    Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday
    You can remember her and only that she has gone
    Or you can cherish her memory and let it live on
    You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back
    Or you can do what she would want:
    smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

    Thinking of you in the very hard time..
    xx Nene

  3. Shaggs,

    So sorry for you loss. It's so hard when a loved one is gone especially one that you looked up to.

    Chin up and keep going girl. You're looking great!

  4. At the risk of sounding all sentimental and naff - You all are truly beautiful people! Thank you my lovely friends oh, and Caroline, that just makes tooooo much sense! When I lost the post I was actually do a copy all so I could have it if the machine or connection crashed and as it happens, all I ened up with was a blank page with a c on it. Our destiny meets us on the path we take to avoid it! Que Sera!


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